Head’s still pounding. Been up since before 6:30 am. Couldn’t sleep til after 2 am. I got a nug from my cousin. Smoking a little weed only is giving me motivation to get out of bed and do something. But the throb behind my eyes and the shooting pain at the back of my head is still there. Drank tea. I’m sipping on water as I’m sitting outside on the patio. Watching the sun peeking through the high trees canopying my aunt’s backyard. There’s a cool breeze. I can hear the constant buzzing of the traffic you get used to living on a busy city street. The other day I was out front smoking a cigarette and there was a strange moment where the street had no traffic. I found the odd moment of silence so strange but very calming. No moving cars. No people talking. No dogs barking. Nothing. Just quiet wind. It didn’t last long but it felt good.

Feeling a little better. I’m gonna try to make breakfast for everyone.